Cosmo

BEASTARS

Cosmo!Centric

NSFW

+ Maritombola 11 - Apatia (Extratombola - Bestiality)

They think she does it because she likes the thrill of it and they couldn’t be more wrong. 

She doesn’t like it, no, she hates it.

She hates the adrenaline, her survival instinct kicking in, she hates her heart beating so frantic in her chest, her senses alert, the fear and the need to run, and mostly she hates that she needs it. 

That she only feels alive when she’s risking to die. 

She hates selling herself, but not everyone has the luxury of choice in this world, and she hates  doing it to carnivores and she hates that she can’t stop. 

She tried - it’s not like strip clubs and prostitution don’t exist outside the Back Alley Market, herbivores have coupling impulses too -  so she went and worked for one of those herbivores topless-only vanilla club, with no cage needed to keep the public from eating the stripper. 

She stopped caring after a few days, because what was the point? It was all so meaningless. 

She scared herself then, because it’s one thing to know you’re putting yourself in danger, that someone could hurt you and maim you and kill you, and it’s another whole thing thinking “what would happen if I just walked on the rails” as the train you’re waiting for is about to arrive and  you don’t give a shit about the answer. 

So she went back, back to the cage, the risk, the danger, back to giving her number to strangers and walking with them in dark alleys not knowing if it was to suck their cock or to get eaten alive. 

She didn’t do it because she liked it, even if it’s true, there is something different in animals lusting for her with all their bodies, starving for her - the power of rendering them bumbling messes that don’t even know what they want from her, the power of leaving them unsatisfied, of giving just enough to soothe the erection in their trousers, but not enough, never enough, because they can’t eat her, no, no, hands down, gents, - but who is kidding who, now? 

Even if she didn’t meet with clients outside - didn’t suck their cock in dirty bathroom stalls, their claws clenching her head as she chokes on their dicks, wondering if this is how she leaves this world, strangled during a blowjob - they still can eat her, and eat her they will, sooner or later. she knows it and her manager knows it and her colleagues and her costumers too. 

But the world is full of people who don’t care, and she doesn’t either.